Sweet Disposition

I’m recently lost. I don’t really know what I’m doing with my life. I know I’m going to school for a degree and I’m in a band where things are beginning to take off. You could say to me, “You have it made, quit whining, and be happy.” And if you are going to say that, then, just stop reading here. I know it’s been a while but the whole reason I said I was doing this blog was to talk about my life and I wasn’t looking for opinions, ideas, or advice. I’m just writing.

Lost – 1. unable to find one’s way, 2. beyond recovery or redemption, fallen or destroyed.

So for this first definition, I thought to myself do I even know where I’m going? Because being “unable to find one’s way” one would have to know where that way is or what it is they want. I guess you could say I don’t know what I want. I don’t feel much of God these days. I want to know that feeling again, but it’s hard to get a feeling like that back. I don’t know where I’m going, so maybe that will lead to number two, the longer I stay here, I’ll become fallen or destroyed.

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Published in: on January 17, 2010 at 7:19 pm  Leave a Comment  

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