I’ve learned a lot.
I’ve witnessed someone else taking over my body and soul.
I’ve lost who I am.
I’ve given into what makes me happy, not what makes me alive.
I’m giving it away, or trying to. But I still question myself, am I really trying?
I miss that year where you told me how you felt and I told you the same. We were college freshman and we were alive. I would put it this way:
“We were like dinosaurs” - Brian Bonz
I may have a second chance, I may not. My patience and self-control are going to be tested to no ends. I’ve let you go before because I thought it was the right thing to do. Maybe, I was wrong. Maybe letting go of someone to make them happier isn’t the right thing. I’m sorry I did. I pray, I hope, that this time around we can be like dinosaurs.
pray for me.
